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Today I woke up and was pretty homesick. I had a headache last night and when to bed on a bad note-which I hate doing. I watched Sex in the City 2 when I woke up and felt a little better, good ole American shit. Pierre came up around 1230 and declared "On Mange" in English, we are eating. I went downstairs and ate lunch with everyone. We had fish fillets with potatoes and carrots. I've had fish a lot the last couple days. After lunch I went upstairs and started to pack up my things. I was sad. I didn't know where or what I was doing today. People can tell me a million times what I'm doing, or where I'm going, but I still never really know. I don't know what to expect or how to picture it in my head. It's not like at home when my mom is like okay were going to Southpoint, or were going to Charlotte. It's like were going to sajkdhaksjdhjksdasjk and in my head I see nothing. It's weird.
I watched a little of Pirates of the Carribean and packed some more. Later in the afternoon Eva and her mom were at the Rolle's. I was excited and wanted to cry at the same time. I was downstairs with Eva and Emmanuelle sitting by the TV and almost started crying. It's emotional- changing and all. Again, you have no clue what to expect or where you will be going. On the way to Eva's I was excited-and felt pretty confident with my French because I understood everything her mom was saying in the car. We go to where she lived, which is pretty far away, but it is like an actual city. I don't live in the country anymore. The house I live in is 3 stories and skinny, but spacey. My room is gorgeous, already posted pictures. I love everything so much. Tonight for dinner I had pumpkin soup, salad and pasta with salmon. SO good. At dinner we watched TV too! We sat a table but the news was on and we watched it! :D At dinner it was me, Eva and her mom. Eva's dad is a doctor and isn't home very often, but I met him tonight. SO nice. When he smiles you can see gold teeth in the back shining in the light. I'm happy, here, I have a bathroom with Eva which is RIGHT next to my room...so when it's a middle of the night, I need to pee, I CAN!!-Unawkwardly. :) After dinner we watched desperate housewives, IN FRENCH and now I'm sitting downstairs listening to music. The only sad thing is I don't have Wifi in my bedroom, but I can live without it- that's a new concept...I can live without being constantly connected? Hm.

A demain,
Bailey